29 [M4F] Cocky jock iso Mistress for humiliation/verbal abuse/ex
My name is Ben, and I am seeking a true Mistress that is interested and knowledgeable in the BDSM lifestyle, NOT a Findom! Ideally an LTR online or leading to RT, a Mistress I can trust and serve loyally and completely submit to.
I appear to be a dominant alpha male to all of those around me (including my girlfriend), but my previous Mistress pimped me out on Craigslist forcing me into becoming a cocksucker and cum whore for random strangers. I have numerous private pictures of my cum covered face from these Craigslist exploits and am searching for a Mistress to post them all over the internet to expose, humiliate, and ultimately put me in my place.
Basically, each assholes cock I sucked off she ordered I return with pictures of their load all over my face. She threatened to send them to my girlfriend, so the hole got deeper and deeper, I basically got used as a Craigslist cocksucker and cum slut for free over and over again.
I have deleted them many times but always ended up removing them from the recycle bin. I have considered posting them myself, but I know I will bitch out and take them down shortly after I post them. Now, here I am begging to be exposed, humiliated, insulted, and degraded for the whole world to see.
I keep telling myself that I am not a cocksucker and that I just made some mistakes. I just have come to crave being humiliated, exposed, and verbally humiliated and insulted by others.
I live for female domination, female worship, female supremacy, humiliation, degradation, verbal abuse, exposure, and consensual blackmail. I have no problem showing my face, making videos, or taking pictures.
My hard limits are Findom, permanent scarring or injury, blood, urine, and scat.